I can't do this.

Everytime a new guy appears in Her twitter, I felt so.. Depressed?
Like at anytime, She's gonna be taken away.. From me.
We may not be together anymore, but I wish ..
Ah, I can't be so selfish any longer..

What's wrong ?

Okay this is getting scary. I was talking to Her halfway,
Saw Her twitter's "okay fug now im pissed -.- stop it please"
So I asked why, she told me nothing.
Very worrying.
My gut feeling tells me it's me again, but I don't know what I did at all.
Please God, tell me it's not me. 
Edit: I wish I could be your listening ear, but .. Can I ? 

Day 3.

Slowly, picking up the pieces of my Heart and mending back.
There are pieces which are missing. Maybe I left it with You.

Day 2.

I'm still crying. I miss You so ..
It's so empty, there's nothing else I could think of.
How can I smile, laugh, be joyful without You ?
I can't ..
But I'm putting a strong front now,
Nobody's gonna see my sad side from today onwards.
I'm gonna hide them all.
I'm still Loving You.

Day 1, Without You.

Terrible. Thinking of it made me cry, immediately.
It's too hard, but I'll do it. For Your sake.
I'm actually crying when I'm typing this.
Never in my life, I cried so hard. So Hard.
I guess I Love You just too deeply.

And so, It ended.

I can't believe it. But it was a good breakup.
I knew what were my faults .. But just, too late.
Was crying throughout the conversation, I couldn't stand it. I never could.
To think that I would lose Her.

It's gonna affect me for months, years. I don't know ..
I Love You, Kady. Memories for us were perfect, it was great.
I fell too deep, It's hard to climb out from it. I hope Life would continue just great for You.
I would just stay here, Protecting You, Loving You, Be there for You. Everything.
I'm not Leaving.

Blithe

Oh wow, I manage to do well for my exam !! I'm so glad.
Another point is, MY GIRLFRIEND'S ALRIGHT WITH ME ALREADY !
Oh my god, I can't be much happier than I ever could right now.
Double Happiness.